I've just been reading my diary from January 2010 (so when I was in first year at uni) and it's bringing up so many memories! It is also so interesting to read what my thoughts were and how I viewed life back then compared to now.
A lot has changed since January 2010, I feel like I've grown a lot spiritually, however there are still things (not good things) that take over my thought life.
Why do I care so much about what people think of me? Why do I give in so easily to flirting with men? Why do I get so stressed out about exams? Why do I feel angry and irritated towards some people?
Why do I just blabber on at God and not listen for His voice and wait for His Spirit to fill me?
Lord Jesus, here I am, your servant.
I will go wherever you want me to go.
I will do whatever you want me to do.
I will say whatever you want me to say.
I surrender all to You.
I'm sorry that I will break these promises to you. Thank you that you will still love me anyway. Undeservedly.
Turn your eyes upon Jesus,
Look full into His wonderful face.
And the things of earth will grow strangely dim,
In the light of His glory and grace.
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